tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-77887417359526356332024-02-07T17:04:45.728-05:00Free and Holy"I am free to live, I am free to dance, I am free to live for You." -- NewsboysAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.comBlogger221125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-46538887077206171812015-01-02T06:15:00.000-05:002015-01-02T06:15:01.121-05:00I'm Moving!It's a brand new year, with it's own set of adventures and dangers, hopes and fears. To start off 2015 completely new and fresh, I've decided to move this blog to a new place on the internet. I've loved this space which has taught me so much about writing, commitment, and friendship. The new blog will be just the same, I'm sure, and I'm excited for all of the brand new posts that need to be written there. Along with the new year I want to renew my goal of writing more frequently. I've left this blog hanging a lot the past several months and I hate doing that. I love to write and can't wait to really start using the new space I've created, with you along to join me.<br />
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Anyway, here it is in all its glory! <a href="http://freetobeholy.wordpress.com/" target="_blank">Free to be Holy</a> <br />
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-RachelAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-19705540808159825462014-12-26T11:35:00.001-05:002015-01-01T16:32:49.045-05:00I haven't been around here in a long time, and it may be a long time until I'm back again, but here's some thoughts I had on this 26th of December...<br />
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I need a God that will rip open my heart.</div>
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I need a Savior who will change my world longer than 24 hours one winter day in December.</div>
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I want something that matters.</div>
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I crave something that lasts.</div>
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I don't need sleigh bells or snow or frosted cookies.</div>
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Isn't it funny how there's so much hype up to Christmas day, yet on the 26th, life seems strangely devoid of that spirit of the day before? What is it about Christmas that makes us so hopeful and happy and loving? Isn't it Jesus? And if it's Jesus, why doesn't that hope and joy and love last beyond a holiday? Jesus did not just be born 2000 years ago, Ladies and Gentlemen. He lived and died and lives again. He doesn't stay and wait, stuck to a holiday that so misses the point of what actually happened. He lives beyond that fixed moment in time and beckons to our wandering hearts 365 days a year.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-14978190376249773852014-07-16T20:44:00.001-04:002014-07-16T20:44:40.800-04:00The Former Worship Leader at My Church is Awesome<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="344" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/TzyQx6AL1MQ?list=PLZht7074hluyibZdKdrinWwaivBcf-W1m" width="459"></iframe><br /><br />
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I'll be honest. Some days I haven't lived like someone transformed with Joy from God. Some mornings I've skipped writing down three things because I couldn't see past myself. But then I always went back and added them in, because the blessings were always still there -- whether I acknowledged them or not. I'm only half way done making it to 1000 gifts, but already I see how God is using my thankfulness to help me grow -- and honestly, just hang on, some days. Even when everything feels like it's coming undone, I still have a "10,000 reasons for my heart to sing." And I can't help but be overwhelmed by the mighty God Who would take the time to rain blessings, even in the little things, every single day.<br />
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It's never too late to start counting your blessings. I got my inspiration from Ann Voskamp, right <a href="http://www.aholyexperience.com/joy-dares/" target="_blank">here</a>, and I really encourage you to check it out. Join me for the next 500!<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-32219022140817878102014-06-01T12:38:00.000-04:002014-06-01T12:38:00.756-04:00Class of 2014Yesterday I graduated highschool with a class of 112 homeschoolers. It was such a blessing to be able to celebrate all we've done and learned and grown together. Here is just a very short list of things I've learned in highschool:<br />
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1) Life isn't a fairy tale. <br />
2) But life isn't a reality show, either.<br />
3) Friends aren't always forever. God sometimes gives them to you for only a season.<br />
4) Music speaks on an emotional level that not much else can.<br />
5) It takes Charles Dickon's "A Tale of Two Cities" to make me cry. <i>Sorry Disney :)</i><br />
6) Love is more than saying "I love you." It's an action.<br />
7) Sisters can be more than your relatives. They can become your best friends.<br />
8) It isn't easy growing up sometimes.<br />
9) Learning to drive a standard car is a lot harder than you'd originally think!<br />
10) Don't ever pass someone off as who they once were. People change. They are often worth getting to know.<br />
11) God loves me like crazy.<br />
12) He also loves the people I can't stand.<br />
13) Life isn't about finding a soul mate. You already have One in the God who created your soul.<br />
14) Homeschoolers are awesome :)<br />
15) Dreams sometimes don't become reality. That's OK. Always keep dreaming, though.<br />
16) Give people the benefit of the doubt until you know the truth.<br />
17) Don't be intimidated by confident people. They are human, too. Often, I think, they really just feel like you inside.<br />
18) Decisions matter for more than just today.<br />
19) Spiders can kill you -- especially if they are crawling toward you when you're driving a car.<br />
20) Don't leave your lights on when you leave your car so that the battery dies. Especially when it's snowing out and help is twenty minutes away. (Ask me how I know these things!)<br />
21) Friends are good for talking to when you're lonely or scared or excited or confused or happy or just about anything.<br />
22) God's good for that, too. He's always ready to listen to your needs.<br />
23) Bitterness only destroys your joy. It doesn't hurt whoever your bitter against.<br />
24) Joy is more than an emotion. It's a way of life.<br />
25) I'm not the same person now that I was four years ago. I'm stronger, more confident, more capable.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-2278926729606936482014-05-15T19:01:00.000-04:002014-05-15T19:01:59.277-04:00Love Like a HurricaneThe pastor said something that stopped me dead in my tracks the other day, at my church's young adult gathering. He said, "God could have put anyone in your spot, but He chose you." He could have chosen to place anyone on this earth to fulfill His purpose, and yet here you are.<br />
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It's nothing new. I know this, in my head. I know that I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I know that I'm as unique as the intricate ridges on the pads of my thumbs. My Life Science course tells me that the combinations of hereditary traits in human beings far exceeds the total sum of atoms on this spinning planet. We are unique, and God has said that He loves each and every soul He's created. <br />
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Yet, somehow, it's so easy to get lost in the minutia of mundane life and <i>forget. </i>It's easy to simply think I'm just another bit of bones wrapped in flesh in this rat-race. That this is all just a meaningless day in a meaningless week.<br />
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God looked at the infinite options in His infinite knowledge and, as He scanned all the possibilities, He chose <i>you. </i>Me. He looked down and knew exactly where on this ball of mud He would place you. And He decided that, yes, it was good. In His wisdom, He saw what you would become, every thought and emotion that would stir inside of you, and He said, "I love <i>you.</i>"<br />
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And I am blown away by the sheer force of that love. It's like the lyrics from "How He Loves" by David Crowder:<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-24267296003400149222014-04-26T20:01:00.000-04:002014-04-26T20:01:21.597-04:00All Creation ProclaimsThey say a picture is worth a thousand words. Have you ever wondered why? A picture portrays a story -- a setting, mood, voice, tense... a moment somewhere between cause and effect -- all from the perspective of a picture. Sometimes a picture leaves more questions than answers, but at the same time, it often explains more than any sentence. It isn't colored by the giver's biased perspective or lack of eloquence -- only by what the receiver is willing to take the time to understand.<br />
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On Good Friday I went for a walk out in the swamps near my house. And all that I could think was, nature was proclaiming something loud and clear. The beautiful quietude, the quiet elegance, spoke to me. Can you hear it?<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-12612744606593827532014-04-09T18:46:00.000-04:002014-09-13T15:04:15.261-04:00Top Ten Favorite Songs for 2014I feel like most of my posts lately have been rather serious. Today I would like to post about something a little less important than Joy and Hope and Spiritual things. Today is a day for a TOP TEN POST.<br />
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#10 "Furious" by Jeremy Riddle<br />
This is the only song by Jeremy Riddle that I've heard, but I really like it. He has an unique perspective on the love of God -- that it is deep, wide, fierce, strong, <i>furious. </i>It's an compelling idea, and a beautiful song.<br />
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#9 "Chasing You" by Jenn Johnson<br />
Again, another artist who I only know by one song. This is such a great song just to get lost in. The music is really fun, too -- the keys is great :)<br />
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#8 "Oceans" by Hillsong United<br />
This song talks about stepping out into the unknown -- like Peter stepping out onto the water in faith. It inspires me to just let go and let God do what He wants in and through me.<br />
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#7 "Wake Me" by Tal & Acacia<br />
The group Tal & Acacia has a very unique sound to them, but I really love their laid back grove. This is one of my favorite songs by them. It talks about wanting to know what God is doing <i>now. </i>Like Noah building an ark an wondering what God had planned, sometimes we just want to know what's going on.<br />
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#6 "Hurricane" by Natalie Grant<br />
I love playing this song on the piano and singing along to the lyrics. God can find you anywhere, even in a hurricane.<br />
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#5 "Narnia" by Toby Mac<br />
This song is on an album devoted to "The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe." Listen to it -- it's really cool.<br />
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#4 "Stand in the Rain" by Superchick<br />
This song's one I've known for a long time, but I've sort of re-discovered it. It's so good.<br />
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#3 "Bring Us Home" on Music Inspired by the Story<br />
This song is on an album that was written by Nicole Nordman -- inspired by a version of Scripture called "The Story." The song is about Joshua, and is sung by Micheal Tait, Lecrae, and Blanca Callahan. It is definitely worth listening to. Actually, go listen to the whole album! It's two discs' worth of inspiring music.<br />
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#2 "Let Us Love" by NEEDTOBREATHE<br />
This song has such great lyrics. It wasn't until I looked up the words and just read through them that I realized just how deep, yet crazy, they are. It's such a good song just to sing along to.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-35856131014390414202014-04-01T18:41:00.002-04:002014-04-01T18:41:59.850-04:00The Art of CelebrationA couple weeks ago, a friend of mine showed me a video from Rend Collective. It's about their new album, "The Art of Celebration". The theme of their CD, and the topic of the video, couldn't have been more applicable to this journey towards Joy that I've been on this year. One of my favorite parts of the video is when he says that nowhere in the Bible does it say "thou shall be serious." It does say to make a joyful noise, though!<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-19826738286512327972014-03-23T21:02:00.002-04:002014-03-23T21:02:47.499-04:00Love MercyMarch 8th was International Women's Day. In honor of the day, Kristen Welch guest posted on Ann Voskamp's <a href="http://aholyexperience.com/" target="_blank">blog</a> about the work that Mercy House Kenya does for women there. The post moved me that day; you can go back and read it <a href="http://www.aholyexperience.com/2014/03/how-to-pray-for-the-most-oppressed-people-group-in-the-world/" target="_blank">here</a>. So, on the spot, I decided to buy a <a href="http://shop.mercyhousekenya.org/product/love-mercy-prayer-bracelet" target="_blank">Love Mercy Bracelet</a>.<br />
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It's a simple heart charm strung on a piece of twine. A circle that connects my heart to the hearts of the women in Kenya. With the bracelet comes a little card. It says:<br />
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Mercy Maternity House helps girls in Kenya find grace and protection in the midst of difficult, often unplanned, pregnancies. They offer a safe place for them to learn how to care for their child and themselves. <br />
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The story of Mercy House really touched my heart. I love having this simple bracelet that reminds me each day to pray for the beautiful women that are apart of this ministry. In my plushy, American life, sometimes it's hard for me to remember the deep struggles facing girls, many my own age, all over the world.<br />
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Rape, prostitution, and slavery aren't apart of my world. They are one of those ugly topics that I just don't often think about. Yet, it's reality to too many women. It's the painful nightmare that they are just trying to survive. And I want so desperately to make a difference. Just to let them know that they are loved, that they can be beautiful daughters of the King, and they have support in raising their babies and facing this world -- that's something I want to do. And right now, tangibly, I can wear this bracelet and tell everyone about Mercy House Kenya. <br />
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If you'd like to buy a bracelet or learn more about Mercy House, please visit them <a href="http://www.mercyhousekenya.org/" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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I liked how the Psalmist is reminding himself of all that he wants to be, and how he should walk with God. It's like he's telling his heart who he wants to emulate. So, I want to echo this psalm today. "I will sing of mercy and justice; to You, O Lord, I will sing praises..."</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-90909709579658385092014-03-12T18:34:00.000-04:002014-03-12T18:34:01.289-04:00Counting Gifts. Or Fleas, as the Case May Be.It's funny how easy it is to count "gifts" on Christmas morning. There's the new watercolors, dangling earrings, and a little ornament for the tree. One, two, three. But ask me now, in the middle of March, when there's a blizzard flying outside and cold uncertainty piling up in my heart. Where are these gifts? Because a new, shiny wristwatch, wrapped up in a miniature box with a bow is an easy gift to find. It's right there, clasping my wrist. But, quickly those material gifts run out when you're counting <a href="http://www.aholyexperience.com/joy-dares/" target="_blank">1000 gifts</a>. I'm not a millionaire, with <i>stuff </i>piled around. And I think there's more to a "gift" than the tangible, physical matter that lays before my eyes.<br />
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And so, when I'm daring to find Joy today, and every day this year, I've begun to look for things that are a little less obvious. It reminds me of the story of Corrie and Betsy Ten Boom. When the two women were taken to a concentration camp, infested with fleas and reeking of urine, Betsy <i>thanked God</i> for those fleas. She smiled and breathed out a prayer of thankfulness for the dirty bugs clinging to the very sheets she had laid her head upon. <br />
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They didn't know it then, but later they found out that no guard would come into their building because of the horrible fleas. And so their Bible study flourished undetected at that camp, and God was glorified. <i>Because of fleas. </i>But God was glorified long before those hours of studying Scripture. He was glorified before Betsy and Corrie had shared the Gospel with a single soul in that concentration camp. When Betsy thanked Him from the depths of her heart, thanked Him for the very thing that she detested most, He was glorified.<br />
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There are gifts everywhere. In everything we touch, in everything we see and hear. God has a purpose and a gift in every circumstance, even when it seems impossible to be true. Even when our lives are filled with fleas. God has a purpose, even for that.<br />
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My grandpa, a Catholic, observes Lent. And that's all that I knew about it. Yet, there is something about Easter. You shouldn't just come about the day, and celebrate it. You need to build up to it, and savor it, and dwell on it much longer than one day out of three hundred and sixty-five. Easter isn't a holiday, it's a lifestyle. And Lent is the time set aside to clear our minds and our hearts, realigning our hearts with the reality of what Easter means. <br />
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I don't know why I paid attention to the idea this year. Maybe it was because for the past month, as I was interning on the creative arts team at my church, we were preparing for forty days of Church-wide prayer. Creating content for an initiative to pray for those who don't know our Savior with the intent to <i>do </i>something about it. And it made me think about Easter differently. It isn't just a holiday, it's a revolutionary concept that can change your life.<br />
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Maybe it was a song, stuck in my heart as I surfed the internet, filling my mind with mindlessness. <i>Garbage in, Garbage out, What goes in is found out, All can see what goes in me, I pay the price</i>...<br />
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Lizzie says that the song is annoying. It sticks in her head. Yet, that's the point, isn't it? What goes into my heart stays there, gets stirred around, and comes back out again in some way, some form. In this case, it's a melody. In some cases, not so much. <br />
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So maybe all this made me decide to focus, for forty days, on something more than mindless monotony that the world unceasingly chants. It tries to lull me to sleep. And here I am, with a Love so explosive, so beyond comprehension -- yet I'm drifting to sleep.<br />
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This year I want a Lent that drives me to see Joy in something beyond myself. In something beyond the internet and the TV. In something beyond material things, and the possessiveness of <i>me. </i>I want to breathe out something else these next forty days, and forever, really. I want the reality of Easter -- of a brutal murder of a radical God and of a power that brings a dead Man to life to change humanity forever -- to be what people notice in me.<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-89881749927978381762014-02-13T18:37:00.000-05:002014-02-13T18:37:20.971-05:00LiesYesterday my friend and I were making a funny video of each other. When I sat down and watched what we had created, I was amazed at what I saw. Was that really me? Do I actually sound like that? Is that how I laugh, and the way I move my hands when I speak? <div>
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And my friends, those around me, see me differently than I see myself. They see how I act, the words I say that give a picture of who I am. They see the way I stand, sit, talk, and laugh -- and accept it as me. But that isn't me either, really. They don't know the me inside myself. They can't see my motives, my worldview and limited, unique perspective. They see a part of me, but no one will ever understand completely all that it is to be me.</div>
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Anyway -- all of that to get to this -- I've recently been wondering about the lies I tell myself. There are some lies so deep within me, so subconscious, that I don't even question them. It's like the lie I tell myself about my voice. I hear myself speak, and I accept it as how I really sound. But, when I hear myself on a recording, I discover that the voice inside my head isn't quite accurate.</div>
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There are other lies I let myself believe sometimes. Lies about being ugly, or stupid, or insignificant. About not being enough or inconsequential. Sometimes I tell myself lies that make me feel better than I am, too. My heart, which knows so little, says I'm smarter than I am. That I'm better than others. That I deserve so much.</div>
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These things I tell myself are not a conscious decision I make. They came from my culture, my experience, and the finite, sinful flesh that I dwell in. And yet, I have the ability to follow after One who knows the truth. One who tells me pointblank that, though I am nothing on my own, I am His beautiful daughter. I matter, I have purpose, because He has given it to me. And He knows who I really am. He created me -- body and soul. He should know. And so, when I run after Him, I discover myself. I'll never see <i>me</i> by listening to those around me or by looking in the mirror. It's only when I surrender to a God so big, so infinite and beyond me, that I find myself. It's terrifying to give myself away -- to say YES to all that He asks of me. Yet, it's where I find contentment, too. And Joy. And a Peace beyond what I could know on my own.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-58124799058647181472014-02-01T15:41:00.000-05:002014-02-01T15:41:12.093-05:00Wait, you know what Angry Birds is, too?!It's funny how things work out sometimes. Like when I learn about the man who invented steam engines, and a Jeopardy! question asks about the same thing. Or when my mom gets a Hyundai, and suddenly it seems like the roads are filled with them. And I feel like the world discovers things as I discover things. But, really, they've always been there. I'm just seeing them for the first time.<br />
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It's the same with Joy, really. When I decide to pursue a life of Joy, I discover that <a href="http://aholyexperince.com/" target="_blank">Ann</a> is doing a Joy Dare on her blog. But this isn't the first year she's organized it. It's simply the first year I've paid attention. And, with taking on this dare, this dare to count 1,000 blessings, I've found so many things I've never seen before. They've always been there, but I'm finally seeing them. <br />
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They are little things -- like hugs from good friends and warm, cozy slippers -- but they make all the difference. Because, when suddenly I see these blessings cropping up everywhere, I'm aware of something so much bigger than myself. Even though each little Joy is small by itself, counting 1,000 blessings illuminates a God that watches over every minute detail of my life. He's there, every moment of my life. And He's given me everything I need. Every breath. Every smile. Every new opportunity or trial that I face. He's given it to me because He knows me and loves me. What better reason do I need to be joyful?<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-6863459604158455862014-01-20T20:09:00.000-05:002014-01-20T20:09:21.911-05:00JoyI'm an autumn person. I like the deep, rich colors that come before the leaves die. I prefer the last lines of <i>Moby Dick</i> ("It was the devious-cruising Rachel, that in her retracing search after her missing children, only found another orphan.") to <i>Cinderella</i> ("And they lived happily ever after.") I enjoy Christmas carols written in minor keys. I like <i> for KING & COUNTRY</i>'s song "Crave" to their "Fine Fine Life". And, if I had to admit, I often let myself slip into despondency for no reason, and let bitterness creep in where it doesn't belong.<br />
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Basically, I like the opposite of joy. I'm not sure what to call it, exactly. It isn't unhappiness or sadness or anger. It isn't that I don't love to laugh. I am just, <i>moody</i>. Minor, instead of major. Grey, in place of white. And so, it makes me uncomfortable to reach outside my small circle of melancholy contentment and experience unbridled Joy. To laugh until I cry. To sing "Good Morning," Mandisa's energetic thankfulness for a brand new day, at the top of my lungs. Because the introvert in me, who likes to live life in retrospection and contemplativeness, often misses the happiness in the moment. Often skips the blessings, and sees only the shadows. And while that isn't always the case for me, it often turns out that way. So, this year, I'm wanting Joy to kidnap my heart. <br />
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I've been looking at Scriptures that talk about Joy. Lately, it's been Psalm 51:12:<br />
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The Psalmist is asking God to give him Joy, and a spirit willing to do what God asks. And that's the best way to start. Prayer. <br />
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I've also been trying to find some songs with themes of Joy, but I've had a hard time finding anything that really talks specifically about Joy. There are a multitude of songs dealing with hope, forgiveness, and grace, but I've had a difficult time finding any that have to do with Joy. <br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-71402292916407690542014-01-01T05:00:00.000-05:002014-01-01T05:00:01.673-05:00Happy Julianuary! Happy New Year, everyone! Can you believe that it is already 2014? It's the Year of the Horse (well, not quite, but soon) and of "<a href="http://www.pantone.com/pages/index.aspx?pg=21129" target="_blank">radiant orchid</a>" (for creative folk like me). For many, it's a year of new jobs, new opportunities, new beginnings. I like the first days of each new year a lot. I enjoy contemplating about things ahead, and remembering things I've learned and mistakes I've made in the past. It's part of living, reminiscing is. And the new year is the perfect time to do it.<br />
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Last year, instead of forming resolutions, I chose a word that I thought would characterize the year for me. It was a word I wanted to think about, learn about, and blog about. Last year, it was Hope. If you would like to go back and read my thoughts on Hope, you can go back <a href="http://freeandholy.blogspot.com/2013/11/faith-in-unbelievable.html" target="_blank">here</a>, <a href="http://freeandholy.blogspot.com/2013/07/holding-on-to-hope.html" target="_blank">here</a>, and <a href="http://freeandholy.blogspot.com/2013/01/our-hope-does-not-disappoint-us.html" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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The reason I chose Joy, is very simple. I don't have any. Well, that isn't exactly true. I have a vast potential for Joy -- I have God Himself living inside of me! He has blessed me in ways beyond my comprehension. He has promised to take care of me and give me everything I will ever need. And, He has said that I can be filled with His Joy. The problem is, I don't tap into that resource that God has blessed me with. I let the little things in life frustrate me to the point where Joy is miles away. So, this year I'd like to learn more about, and implement Joy in my life.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-68782291514291563392013-12-24T05:00:00.000-05:002013-12-24T05:00:07.860-05:00The Christmas Blog Swap Part IV<span class="text John-3-16" style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">Today is the last day of the Christmas Blog Swap! I hope you've enjoyed reading these posts as much as we have! It's been so much fun writing and swapping posts with other bloggers this Christmas season. Today I'm back on my blog concluding with the last, forgotten character of Christmas. Please head over to the other three blogs and check their final posts as well! Merry Christmas :)</span><br />
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Here's the Christmas Blog Swap number 3! Today I'm swapping with <a href="http://forshamim.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Hannah</a>! I've just recently met Hannah through this blog swap and really enjoyed her posts about Christmas traditions. This post that I'm sharing today is especially fun for me, because she's talking about one of my favorite traditions, too! After reading Hannah's post, you can head over to her blog to read my Christmas post, and the one's on Lizzie and Shelley's blog, as well!</div>
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When I think back over holiday memories, I remember being so excited about our church's Christmas Eve service! It was so exciting to go to church and sing Christmas carols with friends. It was exciting to praise God and take time to remember the true meaning of Christmas--Christ's birth. And as a kid, it was always exciting to hold a candle and sing in the candlelight. </div>
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When my family moved from Massachusetts to Florida when I was in high school, our new church didn't have a Christmas Eve service. But my family made sure to set aside time to sing carols together! And we even lit candles or would light a fire in our fireplace. </div>
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I want my kids to grow up singing Christmas carols! I love how many carols are so worshipful and can direct our attention from the busyness of the season to thinking about Christ's birth. I started playing Christmas carols for my 1.5 year old and he loves "Angels We Have Heard On High" because of the part where we sing "Gloria"…now when he sees a Christmas angel he sings "Gloria!" </div>
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Other favorite carols are "O Come, O Come, Emmanuel", "We Three Kings", "O Holy Night" and I could keep going! I love how these songs focus not only on Christ's actual birth, but also on why He came--to lay down His life for our sins so that we could know the Father! </div>
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I would love to hear about your favorite carols and why! Last year I shared some carols with my Compassion kids and asked them to share songs that they sing during Christmas. It was fun to read some of the songs! </div>
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It's time to swap blog posts again! This time I'm swapping with <a class="g-profile" href="https://plus.google.com/101207757038282036096" target="_blank">+Lizzie L</a>, my wonderful sister and fellow-blogger. Enjoy her post about traditions in Haiti, and then go check out her <a href="http://lizzieforcompassion.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">blog</a>!</div>
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Because I have been thinking a lot about my Samantha this week, I decided to see what Christmas traditions take place in Haiti!<br />
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Christmas is celebrated and enjoyed by all the people in Haiti! It is a time of celebration and cheer. Christians in Haiti often view Christmas as an opportunity for a new start, recognizing their need to repent and have new life in Christ. The people will decorate a tree or pine branch with ornaments and lights. Then they place a large nativity in front, which will likely take up most of their living room. <br />
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The children in Compassion projects can forget that their lives are different from the wealthy on Christmas. The projects will give them gifts and a good meal. They have celebrations and activities to participate in too. Some of the kids place their shoes with straw in them in from of the Christmas tree or on the porch. Santa Claus comes in the night, removes the straw, and places gifts in and around the shoes. <br />
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Most Haitians observe Christmas on Christmas Eve. People may go caroling or attend a mass4. However, most churches do not hold a traditional US Christmas Eve service. Instead, they will have a midnight mass. After the people come back from the mass, they will have a "reveillion" (meaning "wake up") supper. It is more like a breakfast, though, as they start the meal in the early morning. The usual Christmas or reveillion meal is fried chicken, rice, and beans.<br />
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I really enjoyed learning about some ways that my Samantha and Lucie will celebrate Christmas. It is so excited to know how they will celebrate the birth of the Savior!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-7341335925352606052013-12-03T05:00:00.000-05:002013-12-03T05:00:06.734-05:00A Christmas Blog Swap, Part One<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<i><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt;">This is how the birth of Jesus the Messiah came about: His mother Mary was pledged to be married to Joseph, but before they came together, she was found to be pregnant through the Holy Spirit.</span></i><i><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt;"> Because Joseph her husband was faithful to the law, and yet did not want to expose her to public disgrace, he had in mind to divorce her quietly.</span></i></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-75059251652434054362013-11-30T16:27:00.001-05:002013-11-30T16:27:46.276-05:00Rip These Tendons. They Hinder My Reach Toward You.A friend of mine introduced me to this beautiful song, that I really want to share right now. It's so perfect. Mostly, it's perfect because it's raw, and broken, and so deep. The only video of this song that I could find doesn't have the greatest sound quality, but I still get chills when I listen to it. Don't be scared away by how long it is. I think it's worth it.<br />
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Oh, what a wretched man I am</div>
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Who will save me from this flesh</div>
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“Oh, don’t worry my friend …</div>
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You’re in good company”</div>
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Poets before me have tried</div>
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make up this sum</div>
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Then how can my heart contain this mass</div>
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It would only burst at the seams into</div>
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a million tender pieces</div>
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So what then</div>
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What good is a broken heart to You</div>
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Could you even hear my heart from there</div>
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And like a father assuring his son</div>
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to come home</div>
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“Oh my son, it’s enough, it’s enough”</div>
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So who am I to accept this grace</div>
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that just falls like rain</div>
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‘Cause we all know I chose to lay</div>
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my head in this desert</div>
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But like a fish out of water</div>
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We only know then what it means</div>
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to be parched</div>
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So if Christ is alive, the love,</div>
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and the groom</div>
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Then take heed my friends</div>
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For chivalry is not dead</div>
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For I know no other lover who would</div>
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have met me here in this place</div>
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So I awake and I rise from my bed</div>
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of complacency</div>
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Oh, my God I’ve been sleeping</div>
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with a corpse</div>
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Oh, and these bed sores they still</div>
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rest in my bones</div>
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Oh, how I’ve made a beautiful dance</div>
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with this cadaver but my audience</div>
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is appalled</div>
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Oh, how strong these tendons</div>
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How they desperately need to rip</div>
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from this ancient Adam</div>
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So light up the sky and</div>
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Set me a flame</div>
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Burn this bone and tissue</div>
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For I no longer want to be</div>
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entangled in this sinew</div>
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That hinders my reach towards You.</div>
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"<i>Oh, my God, I've been sleeping with a corpse, and these bed sores -- they still rest in my bones. How I've made a beautiful dance with this cadaver, but my audience is appalled.</i>" It's not the normal lyrics to a normal song. It's the raw, open heart crying out to it's Creator saying "Look at who I am! I am so blind, so weak, so inadequate. See my sin and hypocrisy! How can you possibly still love me?" And God looks down and whispers "Yes." Even in our brokenness and despair, in our ugly sin, our blind complacency, God chooses to wrap His strong arms around us and drown us in His impossible love. </div>
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<i>And I am spellbound. </i></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-47750752539976748282013-11-08T17:45:00.001-05:002013-11-08T17:45:45.962-05:00Faith in the UnbelievableI was thinking about hope and faith the other day, and wondering what the difference was. Aren't they both about living without seeing? I've always thought of hope being the expectation of something that can't be seen yet. And I've thought that faith means believing in something that can't be known. Which, pretty much is the same thing. But then I read through Hebrews 11-12:3. It's quite long, so I won't copy the whole thing down. Here is a snippet, though:<br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: inherit;"><span class="text Heb-11-1" style="background-color: white;"><b>1</b> Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30157A" title="See cross-reference A">A</a>)"></span>things not seen.</span><span style="background-color: white;"> </span><span class="text Heb-11-2" id="en-ESV-30158" style="background-color: white;"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">2 </span>For by it the people of old received their commendation.</span><span style="background-color: white;"> </span><span class="text Heb-11-3" id="en-ESV-30159" style="background-color: white;"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">3 </span>By faith we understand that the universe was created by <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30159B" title="See cross-reference B">B</a>)"></span>the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30159C" title="See cross-reference C">C</a>)"></span>things that are visible.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: inherit;"><span class="text Heb-11-13" id="en-ESV-30169"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">13 </span>These all died in faith, <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30169Z" title="See cross-reference Z">Z</a>)"></span>not having received the things promised, but <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30169AA" title="See cross-reference AA">AA</a>)"></span>having seen them and greeted them from afar, and <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30169AB" title="See cross-reference AB">AB</a>)"></span>having acknowledged that they were <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30169AC" title="See cross-reference AC">AC</a>)"></span>strangers and exiles on the earth.</span> <span class="text Heb-11-14" id="en-ESV-30170"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">14 </span>For people who speak thus make it clear that they are seeking a homeland.</span> <span class="text Heb-11-15" id="en-ESV-30171"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">15 </span>If they had been thinking of that land from which they had gone out, <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30171AD" title="See cross-reference AD">AD</a>)"></span>they would have had opportunity to return.</span> <span class="text Heb-11-16" id="en-ESV-30172"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">16 </span>But as it is, they desire a better country, that is, a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30172AE" title="See cross-reference AE">AE</a>)"></span>to be called their God, for <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30172AF" title="See cross-reference AF">AF</a>)"></span>he has prepared for them a city.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: inherit;"><span class="text Heb-11-32" id="en-ESV-30188"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">32 </span>And what more shall I say? For time would fail me to tell of <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30188BC" title="See cross-reference BC">BC</a>)"></span>Gideon, <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30188BD" title="See cross-reference BD">BD</a>)"></span>Barak, <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30188BE" title="See cross-reference BE">BE</a>)"></span>Samson, <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30188BF" title="See cross-reference BF">BF</a>)"></span>Jephthah, of<span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30188BG" title="See cross-reference BG">BG</a>)"></span>David and <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30188BH" title="See cross-reference BH">BH</a>)"></span>Samuel and the prophets—</span> <span class="text Heb-11-33" id="en-ESV-30189"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">33 </span>who through faith conquered kingdoms, enforced justice, obtained promises, <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30189BI" title="See cross-reference BI">BI</a>)"></span>stopped the mouths of lions,</span> <span class="text Heb-11-34" id="en-ESV-30190"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">34 </span><span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30190BJ" title="See cross-reference BJ">BJ</a>)"></span>quenched the power of fire, escaped the edge of the sword, were made strong out of weakness, <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30190BK" title="See cross-reference BK">BK</a>)"></span>became mighty in war, <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30190BL" title="See cross-reference BL">BL</a>)"></span>put foreign armies to flight.</span><span class="text Heb-11-35" id="en-ESV-30191"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">35 </span><span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30191BM" title="See cross-reference BM">BM</a>)"></span>Women received back their dead by resurrection. Some were tortured, refusing to accept release, so that they might rise again to a better life.</span> <span class="text Heb-11-36" id="en-ESV-30192"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">36 </span>Others suffered mocking and flogging, and even <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30192BN" title="See cross-reference BN">BN</a>)"></span>chains and imprisonment.</span> <span class="text Heb-11-37" id="en-ESV-30193"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">37 </span><span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30193BO" title="See cross-reference BO">BO</a>)"></span>They were stoned, they were sawn in two,<span class="footnote" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="[<a href="#fen-ESV-30193a" title="See footnote a">a</a>]">[<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=hebrews%2011&version=ESV#fen-ESV-30193a" style="text-decoration: none; vertical-align: top;" title="See footnote a">a</a>]</span> <span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30193BP" title="See cross-reference BP">BP</a>)"></span>they were killed with the sword.<span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30193BQ" title="See cross-reference BQ">BQ</a>)"></span>They went about in skins of sheep and goats, destitute, afflicted, mistreated—</span> <span class="text Heb-11-38" id="en-ESV-30194"><span class="versenum" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">38 </span>of whom the world was not worthy—<span class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-30194BR" title="See cross-reference BR">BR</a>)"></span>wandering about in deserts and mountains, and in dens and caves of the earth.</span></span></div>
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This is the great "Hall of Fame of Faith," the verses commemorating the men and women who gave everything for Jesus. And that's when it hit me. Hope is longing for things unseen, but faith is <i>acting</i> on that hope. God never called us to believe that He exists. He called us to act radically changed because He exists! These great Biblical figures spoken about in Hebrews 11 would never have been mentioned if they simply hoped, intellectually, that God was real and that He had a purpose for their lives. They are cited as examples of people believing in the Unbelievable and DOING something about it. Because faith is an action. And love is a verb. If we truly have our hope in the right place -- in our everlasting, beautiful Father -- then we can have the faith to live radically different lives. Not just being blind and accepting it, but being blind and walking forward into the darkness.</div>
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That's my inspiration for this week. I keep going over and over this whole chapter, marveling over the faith, the strength and courage, of these men and women. And I'm challenged to go join them, in an ever-growing cloud of witnesses.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-4005410523298259072013-11-02T16:41:00.001-04:002013-11-03T17:57:36.643-05:00BeautifulBeauty. It is a relatively short word -- only six letters. Only two syllables. Yet it is anything but a simple word. At first glance, it appears simple. Beauty is in the autumn trees, the painting by Monet, the melody of a song. But beauty is also what drives us to stand in front of mirrors for an hour or more, staring at our bodies, painting colors on our faces, plucking, primping,<i> fixing</i>. It compels us to buy so many <a href="http://freeandholy.blogspot.com/2013/06/a-pair-of-shoes.html" target="_blank">shoes</a> -- ones that, when we wear them, make us totter on the balls of our feet, pain shooting through us. It makes girls feel the need to no longer eat, no longer feel loved or needed. Is it beauty's fault? Not really. But our perception of beauty is what kills us.<br />
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I'm just a seventeen year old girl, with a loving family, friends, a place to live. I know Jesus. I feel content with the way my life is going. Yet, there is that lurking doubt. I see the people on tv. Or the girls who look so put together at the mall or even at youth group. And they are, to me, perfect. They have glossy hair and smooth, glowing faces. They are comfortable with themselves. They are popular, and have boyfriends, and look so happy. And sometimes I wonder if I'm doing it wrong.<br />
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Like, if I straightened my hair and bought more product to put in it -- or maybe if I went out and bought the new clothing fad. Or if I could talk with that kind of ease, or smile sweeter. Maybe then I would look better. Maybe I would be beautiful. <br />
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But even as those doubts slip into my mind, I know that they are lies. Ugly lies. Lies that say that I am not good enough, even though I am just the way God intended me to be. I have no reason to be unhappy -- yet just on those days that I feel the most content, something will step in and make me feel less than enough. And I know that it isn't right. Beauty isn't in the false perfection of photoshop-ed models or people masked in layers of makeup and clothing that aren't themselves. And I know it, but I still feel inadequate sometimes.<br />
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I was thinking about this the other day -- thinking of this problem of feeling imperfect and ugly when we are made by the Creator of the morning sunrise and the midnight stars. And, suddenly it hit me. I will never feel beautiful if I'm looking at myself. I cannot wear enough makeup or enough of the right clothes or act enough like the people around me to be "beautiful." <br />
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Because when I focus on ME I am not beautiful. I am selfish. And selfishness is ugly. When I am feeling bad for myself, I am ugly. When I'm comparing myself to someone else, I am ugly. And that is because, I am not being the way God intended me to be. But when I forget about this clay vessel that I am, and start to focus on the problems outside of me -- the places I can serve in, the people that I can reach out to -- that is when I'm beautiful.<br />
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I realized this when I was reading an <a href="http://godsgal4ever.blogspot.com/2013/10/DayOfTheGirl.html" target="_blank">amazing post</a> over at <a href="http://godsgal4ever.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">God's Gal</a>'s blog. It was a letter to all the girls in the world who didn't have the opportunity to have an education, or choose who'd they marry, or simply have the freedom to step outside by themselves. She was writing to the girls who have no hope and no freedom.<br />
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And suddenly I realized that my hardest decision of the day was which pair of shoes I was going to wear out the door.<br />
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Why do I care if I am beautiful? There are women in Africa who cannot read. Why do I worry about what people think about my sweater? There are girls in Asia being pressured to commit suicide because their families didn't give their husbands enough of a dowry, and the husband wants to marry again. Why does it matter if I am perfectly happy? There are babies crying out for love and life when they have been abandoned because of deformities.<br />
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How can I think about beautiful when I see the suffering and despair around me? And how can I be anything but beautiful, the way God intended, when I reach out my heart to a lost and hurting world?<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09079239745486642895noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788741735952635633.post-276548763050940422013-09-28T20:54:00.000-04:002013-09-28T20:54:07.102-04:00It Is AutumnToday seemed like autumn to me. I know it technically started a week ago, but it finally feels like fall. It isn't even that the weather is cool -- it isn't, actually. But several trees were completely converted to bright golden hues. And there was a man sighting in his shotgun down the road (hunting season is a big part of fall, and winter, around here). But most of all, it was autumn today because there was cider and doughnuts and my grandparents over for dinner. There's something warm and comforting about fall for me. Something contented and cheerful about the season, even though everything outside is slowly dying. Fall is characterized by hay rides, camping trips, and turkey dinners. It's about warm tea and cider, and wood fires, and cozy sweaters. I like fall because it seems like a happy time. Summer is muggy. Spring is very wet. Winter is brutal, with snow and short days. But autumn -- it's crisp and cool, with a hint of winter in the air, yet a memory of summer lingering on. It feels like things are slowing down, becoming comfortable and routine again.<br />
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So that's my ode to autumn. I'm in a thoughtful mood today. I was going to write about the <a href="http://cycle4compassion.com/" target="_blank">bike-a-thon</a> that we're doing tomorrow, but I'm not sure what to say. Maybe I'll have more to write about after we do it. So, I think I'll leave you with a song. And that is all.<br />
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